She had been a stripper, prostitute, drug
addict and demon-possessed witch. It was hard to imagine a perversion or
Satanic form of depravity she hadn’t wallowed in. Two thousand years
ago, Christ agonized on a Roman cross, shedding his life-blood for those
very sins. She continued in her extreme degradation. Finally, she joined
herself to Jesus, by faith trading her wickedness for Christ’s holiness.
One day Jesus appeared to her and said, ‘You are a chaste virgin in my
sight.’
None of us have an infallible conscience. In fact, most of our
consciences are at times wildly inaccurate. If you want Scriptural
proof of this, you’ll find
plenty.
So when facing guilt feelings, the most important thing is to establish
whether your guilt is real or imaginary. Tragically, most people stand
guilty before God and are hardly aware of it. They wrongly imagine that if
there is a heaven, they have a good chance of going there. On the other
hand, there are countless thousands whom God regards as spotlessly pure
and innocent, and yet are riddled with guilt feelings.
We must clearly differentiate between deceptive feelings and spiritual
reality.
You have every right to feel guilty and fearful before God
if:
1. You have not asked God’s forgiveness for your sin, trusting Jesus to
have paid the full penalty for your sin by dying on the cross for you.
Christ alone is capable of the divine miracle needed to wipe out all
guilt.
2. You do not want God to take your sins from you. To refuse to be
delivered from your pet sin is like a drowning man stubbornly refusing to
let his rescuer drag him from the water. If you have no intention of
giving up a particular sin, you’ll die in that sin. The sins you love are
as deadly as the sins you despise.
Everyone who is not trusting Jesus for forgiveness, or does not want
a sin-free life, is guilty before the Judge of the universe, regardless of
how they feel.
If, however, you have met these two conditions, God’s smile is upon
you. Any pangs of guilt or fear you suffer are simply an illusion – like
fearing there’s an intruder in the house when it was only the sound of the
wind. The feelings might exist, and they might be most unpleasant, but
they are groundless. They have no correspondence to reality.
Just to be sure, let’s briefly expound these conditions for spiritual
cleansing. Then we’ll move to some exciting facts.
1. You must believe the Scriptures that teach that Jesus, and only he,
can remove your sin. (He alone can pay sin’s penalty because he alone has
no sins of his own for which he must suffer.)
2. Once you put your faith in God, trusting that he is infinitely wise
and good and always has your best interest at heart,
[more] the only
logical thing is to resolve to follow his leading on every matter,
regardless of how scary and costly it may sometimes seem. This is simply a
decision. A state of mind. It means that despite some sins still seeming
attractive, you decide that God’s way is best and sign over to him control
of your life. It means refusing to enjoy the ‘benefits’ of past sin. You
will repay money you have stolen, not let people to continue believing a
lie you have told, and so on. And it means shunning the hypocrisy of
wanting God’s forgiveness while refusing to forgive someone else. (The
issue for forgiving others is so crucial that it is dealt with in detail
in a special webpage.)
Sin’s full penalty is death, and the sinless Son of God died for you.
Why punish yourself? He’s already taken your punishment! Are you morally
bankrupt? No way! Paid in full is stamped over your every account.
By joining yourself to Jesus, a divine exchange takes place in which Jesus
takes your sins upon himself (that’s what killed him) and his perfection
becomes yours. The holiness of Jesus floods your entire being, flushing
out every trace of sin. That makes you spotlessly pure and perfect in
God’s eyes. Almighty God can embrace you and delight in you as intimately
as he does his own eternal, sinless Son. Every whiff of sin is obliterated
because Jesus died for your every sin. This central spiritual truth is
expounded over and over
in Bible. Scripture repeatedly promises this to you, but no where does it
say you will feel that it has happened. The whole of Christianity
is about choosing to believe spiritual reality instead of your inner
feelings.
It is worth prayerfully studying, and even memorizing, the Scriptures
listed in the above link, because this is a crucial area of spiritual
attack. Just as Jesus was tempted in the wilderness and he overcame by
believing and quoting the Scriptures, so you will be tempted over this
matter and you can overcome by clinging to the dependable Word of God.
Satan will disguise the true nature of the temptation, but it is actually
a temptation to believe God is a liar. The Deceiver is trying to fool you
into believing that God lied when he said that all your sins are forgiven,
when Jesus said that all that come to him he will not cast out, etc. Don’t
blacken God’s name by entertaining such a thought.
No one can be any more guilty than the nicest person
No matter how horrendously evil you might have been, by God’s
standards, you are no more guilty than anyone else. We were all dead in
our sins, says Scripture.
You can’t get any deader, than dead! Without exception we were all a total
write-off.
Relative to each other, some of us seem fairly innocent and some seem
very guilty. But this is by our sinful standards. It’s like someone who
has murdered twenty people feeling superior to someone who killed two
hundred people. Perfection is God’s only standard. We get just one shot at
living a perfect life and we have all blown it. We have all missed the
mark. Whether we missed the mark by a millimeter or a kilometer, means
nothing. We all missed, and that’s all that counts.
On the other hand, when you receive divine forgiveness through Jesus,
no one can be more forgiven than you. Although outside of Christ, we all
stand condemned, in Christ, we each stand spotlessly pure before the Holy
One.
Simple logic suggests that our spiritual enemy, whom Scripture calls
the Deceiver and the Accuser, would muster all his evil cunning to distort
this simple truth. If the Evil One wanted to keep people from the
wonderful forgiveness that Jesus offers, he would try to convince them
that they are not bad enough to need forgiveness. Or failing that, he
would try persuading them that they are so bad that they cannot be
forgiven. Either way, the result is the same. If he utterly lost that
battle, and people became Christians, he would then try to get them to
feel less sinful than others – producing bigots, arrogant fools and
hypocrites. For those resistant to this attack, he would try the opposite
lie, hissing that they are too sinful to be fully blessed by God or be
mightily used of God. Either way, it would render them powerless. So it’s
obviously to the Deceiver’s advantage to make you feel that total
cleansing is impossible for you. Don’t let him get away with such lies.
If, after God has forgiven us, we won’t forgive ourselves, we are
implying we have a higher sense of justice than the Holy One. Anyone
having the impertinence to make such an accusation is on dangerous ground.
We are also implying that Jesus is inadequate - that he didn’t suffer
enough for our sins, or that his sinlessness cannot swallow up our
sinfulness. There is no shame in a forgiven person feeling guilty.
That is simply the Deceiver at work. For a forgiven person to believe
he or she is guilty, however, is a concern.
The rest of this webpage assumes you have made the decision referred
to above, yielding to Christ your present life and your eternal destiny.
If you are undecided about this, you’ll appreciate the following webpages:
Enjoy!
Some dear people are so aware of the seriousness of sin that they don’t
feel it’s right that God should let them off scot-free and so they try to
punish themselves! The most common self-imposed punishment is to
deliberately feel miserable and deny oneself certain legitimate pleasures
for a period of time. (This generally includes not allowing themselves the
right to enjoy their relationship with God.)
On the surface, it seems a noble thing to punish oneself for sin and it
indicates a strong desire to please God. However, it is important to
realize that your life is not your own (1 Corinthians 6:19). You’re God’s
child (John 1:12) and you belong to him. The way a parent disciplines his
child is solely the parent’s concern. Just as it would be wrong for you to
interfere and punish someone else’s child, so it’s wrong for you to play
God and try to punish yourself for your own failings.
Some people even punish themselves in the vain hope that it may help to
secure their Lord’s approval. But this only insults Jesus by implying that
his death wasn’t sufficient to gain your full forgiveness. Furthermore,
believing you can help gain the Lord’s approval by punishing yourself,
puts yourself in a spiritually dangerous situation. It is vital to your
forgiveness that you place your complete faith in Jesus alone. Only Jesus
is able to obtain God’s approval of you, and so you must place no faith in
your own futile attempts to please God.
Unforgiven sin separates us from our Holy God (Isaiah 59:1-2). The
sooner this rift is healed, the better. So if you happen to sin, return to
God straight away, sincerely ask his forgiveness and trust him for the
strength to overcome that sin, so that you will not commit it again. Once
God has forgiven you, you are obligated to forgive yourself, because you
should have God’s attitude towards all things. To refuse to forgive
ourselves is to imply we have holier standards than God!
Exciting facts
Let’s explore some of the many wonderful word pictures the Bible uses
to describe forgiveness. It could prove the most thrilling experience of
your life.
Some of these word pictures are from the Old Testament, penned because
in God’s sight Christ was ‘slain before the foundation of the earth’
(Revelation 13:8). They were written under the inspiration of Almighty
God, who knew how all sin, throughout all human history, would be finally
dealt with by his eternal Son.
Your sins have been removed / taken away
[Scriptures]
If you had a limb surgically removed you might still suffer pain that
seems to come from the missing limb. Phantom limb pain is the
medical term. You could remember having that limb, but it is gone forever.
It could still cause you pain, and yet it is no longer a part of you.
You can also remember your sins. Their presence can seem so real as to
actually cause you pain. But despite what you feel, those sins are no
longer part of you. They are gone forever. This is an important concept to
grasp. Let it soak into the deepest part of you by taking time out to
think about it.
In contrast to the removal of a limb, Jesus’ removal of your sin does
not leave you crippled. On the contrary, it heals you, like the removal of
a tumor.
If you had a cancerous tumor, you would be alarmed. But if a surgeon
said it had all been removed, you could have peace. You could not
personally verify that every trace of cancer had been removed. You would
have to take the surgeon’s word. Your sins, more deadly than a tumor, have
all been removed. The only way you can know this for sure is to take your
Savior’s word, and that makes it not just more certain than any surgeon’s
word, but more certain than anything in the universe. Jesus’ word has more
authority than that of any other being in any world. It is his word that
spoke the galaxies into existence. He is truth. He, like no
other, is utterly trustworthy. If he says your sins are removed,
they are removed!
Your sins have been removed as far as the east is from the west
(Psalm 103:12)
To the Hebrew mind, you could travel east forever and never touch west.
You were once in your sin. It was once part of you. But now, God has
placed an infinite distance between you and your sins. The memory might
still be with you, but the sin itself is no where to be found.
. . . search will be made for Israel’s guilt,
but there will be none,
and for the sins of Judah,
but none will be found,
for I will forgive . . .
(Jeremiah 50:20)
Your sins have been thrown into the depths of the sea
(Micah 7:18-19)
Almighty God trampled your sins under his feet, thus destroying them,
then banished them forever by hurling them into the ocean depths. The
Israelites’ technology was such that anything below a few meters of water
was utterly inaccessible. Anything dropped into the ocean depths was lost
forever. No one would ever see it again. That’s like what has happened to
your sin. It’s gone forever.
The Holy Lord has given his word to never remember your sins
[Scriptures]
You no longer need try to justify your past, or apportion blame,
because it is totally erased from heaven’s data banks.
Retaining the blessing
The screams of a tormented conscience can be transformed into contented
sighs. I’ve prepared more for you to ensure this becomes your experience.
If your troubled mind is already so soothed that you feel no inclination
to read further, that’s wonderful. I beg you, however, to copy or print
off this page and those listed below, in readiness for when the attack
resumes.
The Evil One does not give up easily. No matter how much you feel the
matter has been resolved, I assure you, the truths you have just read will
gradually fade from your mind and a new round will commence in the fight
for your spiritual peace and enjoyment of God.
I also suggest having in readiness many Scriptures on this subject.
Mark them in your Bible. You might choose a chain reference system whereby
you write next to one verse the Scripture reference to another related
verse and keep adding cross references until you are back to the first
one. That way, once you find one verse you can find your way to all the
rest. I also suggest writing the references in the back of your Bible,
displaying some on your wall, and also memorizing some.